can i order the tight hug until i feel okay?
what i lived for? what i fight for? and what i am crying for? . just nothing. yes, nothing. i am nothing. people say "oh gurl, u should be happy, what's wrong with u? " bitch, what's wrong with me? what?! i always like this, and they never know what happened to me. so please take down, stop saying "u should be happy" cause i am trying, yes. i am trying. but, how can i've been happy? while my happiness is nothing. yeah, idk more. so, WHY I AM CRYING NOWW!!!!! for who? who the fcking people make me ugly crying at the middle of night like this? oou is the man i love the much i can't have haha. what's make me crying? nothing, or maybe my ugly face? of course, no! i just can't let him. or maybe i can, but i'm not stronger to see him with someone else. oh dude, WHY I AM BEING SELFISH NOW?! i'm crazy. Yes. just take a rest for my soul. nothing to do, but my heart- ,oh why my heart like this? because of G...